MY 1ST EXPERIENCE

This happened when i was still 15yrs old. At that time PR was known as G4M. I was new to this G4M. All i knew was that G4M site is a place to find guys to have sex. So i bumped into this guy called RAJ in G4M. He seemed to be attractive n interesting. So we chatted on net n got hooked up. At that time i didn’t have a cell phone. So i took his number n called him.

I asked him to meet me at my locality. He readily agreed n he came over. I took him to my uncle’s place as no one was in the house. But unfortunately my uncle was in the house. So we couldn’t have sex. But we chatted a lot. And then i got so much interested in him that i took him to my own house. There he suddenly realised that his cousin sister has been married to my uncle. That means his sister s my aunt. But unfortunately he had never visited my house.

Though we both were shocked, we both were happy that we r related to each other. So we eventually became very good friends. We also had sex once in my house.

Then things went on. I thought m in love with him. So i used to call him every day, talk to him for long hours. He used to monitor me like a guardian. I was just enjoying the attention. But he was serious about me, our friendship etc etc.

He had warned me not to meet guys very often. But i was a desperate pig at that time. So i used to hunt for guys in orkut only. As everyone knows, nothing is personal or private in orkut. Anyone can know what other person does, with whom he talks etc. So RAJ also kept track of my orkut account n my friends.

One day he warned me about a particular guy saying that he s not a good guy n trustworthy. He also told me not to meet him. But I got so angry that i scolded him. I told him not to act like my caretaker as i can take care of myself. I was that rude. He took it seriously n stopped talking with me. He was an adult. But i still was a kid. Whatever it was, i lost him.

But later i realised my mistake. By then he was gone.  I had nothing in my hand to get him back. Even then I didn’t feel a thing because I was still 15. At that age a person doesn’t think much. That was my fault.

But later we sorted out our problems n got together. But once the damage is made, u can’t repair it completely. All u can do is assume that we both r happy. Pretend that nothing happened. So we both are friends n are happy now.

But I proudly say that it was my 1^st n one of the best experience I had in my lifetime. I thank him for that.